2003年09月25日(木) ■

Coffee Shop Date

I have a date tomorrow with a guy who lives in the U.S. But he is Japanease and 11 years older than I again!!!!!!!!! Well, anyway, We'll get a couple of coffee and have some talk, that's it. He worked for NTT DoCoMo before. Wow. Some times I don't know what I want to do. I just keep seaching my real thing, though. I am very complecated person to handle for me. Hum...

2003年09月22日(月) ■

F･R・I・E・N・D・S

I really like amrrican dramas, like Ally McBeal, Friends, Roswell, 91210 and more. Now, I often watch Friends. In that drama, I like Chandler Bing thet best. He's really funny, has sence of humor very much. And I like Monica. I know Drama is drama, but I want to have friends like them. 'cause it seems to be really fun. Today, I was thinking about my German ex. He and I were a kind bad relationship, I guess. For me, his behavier was unbelievable thing, you know. I mean it's terrible. He was togather with me only for having sex with me. Then, I just reached the point that it was not unusual thing. I found out that it often happens between man and woman. Isn't that right? I'm sure I'll never get used to that kind of thing. BUT it can happen. Oh, my. I hate that.