2004年01月21日(水) ■

There's no next time but!

After all, he and I were nothing special. Now, I have a affection toward other guy. He is, again, a foreigner, from Australia. And sooooooooooooooo hansome guy and intelligent. Because he is a lawyer. Amazed? Definitely, I'm gonna get him!!!

2003年11月09日(日) ■

Is there next time??

I met him on Satuaday in private. He is really cute and fun. I think my first date with him was very good. We talked many things, like our way of thinking, our past, love and dislike. I can be very just the way I am. Recently, when I meet somebody, I always pretend myself somehow. But this time I didn't need to do. I don't know how things are going but I hope we are good now and in the future. My lived friend, Rene said "I think he is not interested in you because he cancelled your offer at least once. If I were him i won't do that when a girl like you invites me to dinner." I know, he might be right. The decision depends on person, I think. If I were him and somebody who I am interested in invite me to dinner, but I have to go to my friends birthday party. I'll choose my friend. Because, I love my friend. So, in case of Rene, he would not turned down the offer. That is ok. It's a completely personal choice. Maybe I think if a person I invite to a dinner who choose me instead of his friend's birthday, I consider that he is very cold. Anyway, it seems I can manege this myself. I have to follow my heart that I like him.