who am i?
what am i waiting for?
never be able to have any confidence.....
though i know i can do it.....
yes. i'm sure i must be able to handle it.....

just afraid i might not meet thier expectaions.....

i might turn to be a loser in a minute.....

well, well.
i know this inside battle is just stupid,
and i don't want to do it...if i can.

only i can say clearly is no way to run away
from this big big chance.

My fate is in God's hands.....